I can't believe it is now over a month since my last entry (26/4/04). I am working on an account of Lauren's trauma which I may insert in date order but I am not ready to publish it yet.

Lauren is now in Westmead and recovering her strength while she waits for the tests and for the defibrulator operation that she needs.

Last night was the first night since Lauren's heart attack when I have slept at home and hopefully, Donna will be doing tonight. This is my second day back in the office, but I am not really handling a standard load. The other guys in my team have been fantastic.